I may try me best to prepare for ALs.
Although I am not happy these days,
I feel I am compelled to perform my best results in the so-called ' milestone;'
When everyone has great expectations on me,
I really feel stressed and can't show my ordinary or best ability.
Classmates just take my good results for granted and keep boosting my ability.
Family members just push me hard to do my best and one day I discovered that they
will never satisfy with my results and I seem have nothing can do but to satisfy it.
But, all these are not the reason why I feel depressed,
just because of some old-fashioned and never solvable reasons.
The one I miss, is the love I lose.